Evil is not the opposite of love; evil is the absence of love."
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Certain Fall was my first serious effort, and is, naturally, special to
me. The book really took shape as I wrote. (I think new authors
probably always discover this same truth ... creativity happens while
you write. You can't sit around and wait for the inspiration.) The
story attempts to contrast ... investigate , the human elements of
good, bad, and evil. It is a personal story. The events are real. (With
some exceptions that I developed to bring some cohesion to the text.)
The characters are composite characters of real people that I knew
growing up in my home town. The two children, the lead characters, are
individuals that I knew as a boy, and their story, despairing and
tragic, had a profound impact on my own life.
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Certain Fall received flattering reviews locally. (Some of these are
included in this website.) It resulted in many book signings and
invitations to speak at literary groups, as well as numerous trainings
on the topic of the long term impact of child abuse on the individual
and society. The relative, local success of the book, in spite of its
flaws, surprised me and encouraged me. But, more importantly, it
created a pleasant ripple of recognition through the small town that is
represented in the book as Cold Brook Mills. Folks from my home town,
classmates, former teachers, and others, came forward at book signings
and where ever they ran in to me, to tell me how pleased they were with
the book. It stirred a lot of local discussion about the characters and
the real life history of events in that small town. I was invited to
speak to the creative writing class of the 6th grade at my old
elementary school. I loved it. The kids gave me some pointers on my
next book, Spider Lake.
But,
it's the process--the art--of writing that I love, what happens after
that is not nearly as important. I will continue to write for the
sheer pleasure. However, A Certain Fall will remain that special book.
The first one. "